if i find in myself...
...desires nothing in this world can satisfy, i can only conclude that i was not made for here. Have you ever wondered why goodbyes are so hard? I'm not much of a crier. I can watch the saddest, sappiest, most depressing movie known to man and never shed a tear. Some might call it heartless. I call it being able to acknowledge the fact that these are not real people, they are in fact fictional characters pretending to be real (but that's neither here nor there). Anyways the reason that I bring this up is because there are only 2 things that are a surefire way to break my heart: goodbyes and death(which is basically a goodbye). Goodbyes are hard for us because we were not created to experience separation. Before the fall, Adam and Eve were supposed to enjoy eternal companionship with each other. God told them that if they ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that they would surely die(gen 2:17). I wonder if Adam and Eve had any inclination of what death was? Death